i seems tu haf fell back into the darkness again.but tis time,i fell more deeper n getting more lost.i cant see anythin.when will de light-of-door be open?when will i get out of tis seem-like dream?im lost.how i wish im dreamin rite now.i return back tu hell agian.i suffer so much at de hell.i've suffer for so long.feelin that one is trapped in the dark in not a good taste.it makes euu sad,lost,afraid,lonely.stayin in the darkness for tuu long will make euu gt crazy,juz lyk miie.im already half mad.i've lost my mind.im jus a insane person.i've lost so much.i've been lost for so long n finally i find de light-of-door n i c 'heaven'.but b4 i could rili enjoy de place a 'heaven',i return back to de 'hell' again.when wiil i ever able tu go tu 'heaven'?
why is this world so cruel tu miie.
WHYY MIIE?why must it be miie?
why must it choose miie?why must it choose miie tu suffer lyk tt.i hate it.when i was in 'heaven',everythin is so beautiful tu miie.even de most ugliest thing in de world i will oso find it beautiful but now,now im in 'hell' n everythin i c sux.i feel disgusted lookin at the things around miie.im so lost.when will i ever be able tu find the light n return to the 'heaven'?
im so 'tramautise' im insane now.i've lost my mind.i cant feel anythin.i feel myself drifted away.even de place i though is my '2nd heaven' were actually oso hell.
i though tt de vb court where i could find myself,is also gone.it turn out tu be actually darkness tuu.darkness everywhere,surround miie,im afraid,yet i cant show it.i feel so insane,i've lost myself,i cant see myself.i've feeling so drifted.being in de darkness rili does make someone going crazy....and i've about to go crazy....
