My life MY world - MONKEY

2007-01-04T03:55:00.000-08:00

i seems tu haf fell back into the darkness again.but tis time,i fell more deeper n getting more lost.i cant see anythin.when will de light-of-door be open?when will i get out of tis seem-like dream?im lost.how i wish im dreamin rite now.i return back tu hell agian.i suffer so much at de hell.i've suffer for so long.feelin that one is trapped in the dark in not a good taste.it makes euu sad,lost,afraid,lonely.stayin in the darkness for tuu long will make euu gt crazy,juz lyk miie.im already half mad.i've lost my mind.im jus a insane person.i've lost so much.i've been lost for so long n finally i find de light-of-door n i c 'heaven'.but b4 i could rili enjoy de place a 'heaven',i return back to de 'hell' again.when wiil i ever able tu go tu 'heaven'?

why is this world so cruel tu miie.WHYY MIIE?why must it be miie?why must it choose miie?why must it choose miie tu suffer lyk tt.i hate it.when i was in 'heaven',everythin is so beautiful tu miie.even de most ugliest thing in de world i will oso find it beautiful but now,now im in 'hell' n everythin i c sux.i feel disgusted lookin at the things around miie.im so lost.when will i ever be able tu find the light n return to the 'heaven'?

im so 'tramautise' im insane now.i've lost my mind.i cant feel anythin.i feel myself drifted away.even de place i though is my '2nd heaven' were actually oso hell.
i though tt de vb court where i could find myself,is also gone.it turn out tu be actually darkness tuu.darkness everywhere,surround miie,im afraid,yet i cant show it.i feel so insane,i've lost myself,i cant see myself.i've feeling so drifted.being in de darkness rili does make someone going crazy....and i've about to go crazy....

2006-12-21T23:14:00.000-08:00

arrr....been so terribly sick ytd...well,tdae was better.hahx.todae nv go for vb.heard tt tudae gt friendly match against dunno wht Mars sch.muz jiayou howw, chocolate..muz win tt Mars schoold.hee~guess wht, i haven even buy all those tuupid damn bks yet n den haven even do finish those Mars language hw...sch... dun so fast start can or not?i haven enjoy myy hols yet lea.i haven even complete myy Final Fantasy XII yet lea.at least let miie complete de game first or let miie be mentally prepared tu c tt black demon den sch start can or not?hmph...tuupid sch...oh yar,gabriel is comin tu CCHY nxt yr cant wait tu c how he luuk lyk.nv saw him b4.hahx.

oh yar,i wonder wht i should gt for my 2nd sis.cant for those bakin tray wt cute design...guess i will buy de **** ****** thingy for her.bahh.hahx.hee~

2006-12-02T23:08:00.000-08:00

went out wt RouXuan tu CausewayPoint todae.yeah yeah... haf fun.quite fun actualli.we eat alot.spent bout $10++ on eating [gosh! i'm FAT.fcuk] eat alot of junk food?haf ice-cream,drink,sweet...blah~ but all in all haf alot of fun spent wt RouXuan.gosh!i haven buy christmas present for her yet.hee~n most importantly,i haven buy de christmas de special socks.hee~childish miie.hahx.

currently mad bout playin FinalFantasy XII.hahx.although i dun reali lyk de character much but den its so nice tu play.gotta thx my korr plus, he even buy de PSP.arr...! love him lots.its great tu haf someone lyk him tu be my korr

2006-11-30T18:51:00.000-08:00

arr...coming back home from camp.soo super tired siahh.miis my monkey for but 3 daes lyk tt.i miss monkey! de camp was sho fun.secretly eat snacks in de middle of de nite at bout 2++ lyk tt.hahx.so fun.de games n activities r oso fun too, de snr reali did a vy great job in organise de games,xpecially de 'kidnapped' tt game, i reali enjoy it.its so super duper fun man~den i lyk my group alot coz gt yinzhen, tammie,bih horng n sin yee, dey are all so funny n humorous lor.laugh laugh laugh...hahx.den we play a few friendly games wt PHS,cedar girls n mani more sch [i 4gt de sch liao.hee~ XP] reali enjoy de games vy much n oso enjoy de moment n times spent wt my teamate n snr.realise tt tis camp reali did improve our team bonding by alot.i oso v impressive wt charmaine, she is super super brave man~she actually dare tu catch all those tuupid disgusting beatle.argh!if miie, i will be so freak out tu actually gt close tu it yet she dare tu catch it wt her own bare hand.arrr.... reali impressive wt her.hahx.

2006-11-25T00:07:00.000-08:00

AHHHH... !change my blogskin.i change my blogskin all bcoz of tt monkey.hahx.i love monkey !<333 simply lyk tis blogskin coz gt my fav. animal icon,MONKEY! monkey r so kawaE! i love monkey! am i abit weird?gt so many animal but yet i lyk monkey.anw,hu cares? i juz lyk monkey.coz monkey r so mischevious n cute!

mondae is de camp...dun feel lyk goin.i will be missing my kawaE darling monkey for bout 3 daes lyk tt.arr! im gonna miss my monkey alot alot alot.i cant bear tu part wt monkey...1 dae nv c my cute monkey i almost die liao, i cant imagine i 3 dae nv c him...oh,god bless.

thur aft trainin tt tyme go wt everyone tu buy de pyjamas.arrr...buy 2, 1 for yz n 1 for miie.arrr... i lyk de design, its so kawaE.i simply love it!hahx.im so childish.but hu cares? that's miie, myself.i dun wanna be self-absorb.hahx :]

2006-11-21T22:24:00.000-08:00

ARRRR....cant sleep.argh! den when finally can sleep liao its already 6++ le...haf tu gettupp n meet marylyn dey all for breakfast.hahx.at first wanna skip breakfast n sleep for a while longer den go meet dem wan but den marylyn force miie tu come.hahx.
hellish trainin again.sux
kana gt scolded again.tuupid
hungry again.god bless.lol.hahx
den went goin home tt time,i so happiee coz joan pay $$ for taxi n den i gt a free ride.3 cheers for joan <333
den went tu de pa-sa-ma-lam tu take a luuk n den home-spicy-home.lol

2006-11-21T04:02:00.000-08:00

argh! im so careless,left my hp in my dad's car n now i dun haf hp wt miie.haiis.
went library wt yanyeng n marvin todae
so fun !
borrow snoopy bk home.hee~
simply love de bk :]
spent a few hours at de library.
but den nv found anything bout Adam n Eve lea.nvm.
den we go eat macs,marvin treat us.'thx marvin' hee :]
aft tt go northpoint n shop shop shop
haiis...
went to de comic connection n shop
but still nv found evangelion lea.haiis :[
i want evangelion! or angelic days (aka girlfriend of steal) !
whoa~todae haf such a great tyme wt marvin n yanyeng
n somemore gd thing is tt i todae nv spent my Vitamin M yet.whee~
all thx tu marvin.hahx :]

2006-11-16T03:57:00.000-08:00

gosh... im so siiian rite now.argh!now waitin for de time, 8.20pm tu come tu miie.hmph!omg!im so sian...cannot log in tu msn argh!what a torture

tue tt tyme aft de lose for sure match against FMS, all de sec 1 vb chocolates went tu J8 tugether.wha~1st tyme lea.hahx.den de 12 of us took a neoprint together.lol.
den tudae we went tu hougang stadiun?dunno hougang where lar den go play a lose-for-sure match again ShuQun Secondary.whee~we lost.dey r so damn pro.hahx.

its strange,last tyme i lyk a person until im simply crazi but now suddenly i dun lyk anyone le...wahahx.right now, i think i dun haf lyk anyone bahh... YUP, i dun haf rite anyone.n i think i wont lyk anyone anymore le coz im simply tuu tired by all tis.hee~ all tis love love stuff cant gimmi de happiness tt i wan. :]

2006-11-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

durin vb trainin...gt scolded by coach again...i did wrong again.im useless.so useless n so stupid...but tt is miie.i cant even accept myself so how do i accept others?how do i xpect others tu lyk miie?

who wants to use the whistle that SHE and HIM use?
who wants to use the ball that SHE and HIM use?
who wants to use the court that SHE and HIM use?
who wants to sit on chair that SHE and HIM seated?
who wants to use the things that SHE and HIM have touched?
who wants to use the water that SHE and HIM have used?
who wants to breathe the same air that SHE and HIM breathe?
who wants to stay in this earth that SHE and HIM have stay
who wants?who wants?who wants?who wants...?
I DUN WAN TO USE THE THINGS THAT THEY TOUCH OR USE OR SMELL OR LOOK

I HATE ... I HATE I HATE I HATE ALL OF THEM!

2006-11-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

...asuka is unable tu pilot eva...
den will i be unable tu play vb...

BAKAH! i dun wan tu end up lyk tt...
i dun wan tu end up in a state where i cant play vb
i hate gettin scolded
i hate i hate i hate
so plz dun scold miie,plz
dun scold miie,plz...plz

whyy euu juz not happie wt wht i did?
i already set de ball until v nice le...
but whyy are euu not happie?
why aren't euu happie wt wht i did...
why?why?why?

everyone scold miie
everyone sae i change
everyone is not happie wt miie
everyone sae i haf a problem
everyone, everyone, everyone....
eveyone sae tt... everyone all sae de same thing
but how would i noe where i change if euu nv tell miie where i change?
BAKAH!

so many things happen.. i think i cant smile anymore...
i cant smile anymore...
i think i will nv be able tu smile anymore...

i hate myself
i hate myself for being so useless
i hate myself for not being able tu smile

help miie.someone plz help miie...anyone oso can.plz.

2006-11-13T01:14:00.000-08:00

Mountains. Heavy are the mountains, but that changes over time.

Sky... Blue sky. What your eyes can't see. What your eyes can see.

Sun...There is only one.

Water... Comforting. Commander Ikari?

Flower... So many alike. So many useless.

Sky... Red, red sky. Red is the color. Red is the color I hate.

Water flowing.

Blood... The smell of blood.

From the red earth comes man, from the soil.

Born of man and woman is Man.

Town... A human creation.

Eva... A human creation as well.

What is a human? A creation of God?

Is it a human creation?

The things I possess are my life and soul. I am a vessel for my heart.

Entry Plug, the throne for a soul.

Who is this? This is me.

Who am I? What am I? What am I? What am I? What am I?

I am myself. This, that which is, is myself. That which is formed is me.

This is the me that can be seen, yet feels as if this is not myself.

A strange feeling. I feel as if my body is melting.

I can no longer see myself. My shape is fading.

I feel the presence of someone who is not me.

Who is there, beyond me here?

I know this person.

Who are you?

Who are you?

Who are you?

2006-11-11T22:34:00.000-08:00

BAKAH!long tyme nv blog liao...argh!gonna sae wht i've been doin durin tt hols.

1 lots n lots n lots of hellish vb trainin
2 tt tyme play badminton wt iman, kailing, sophia, bianca, madelilne, guangdong, javier(hope i nv miss anyone out :X)
3 lots n lots n lots of hellish vb trainin again
4 tuupid duno wht 'mini match' wt AMK - we win - i hate it :X
5 somethin wrong wt miie n den i kana haf tu tok tu TC - god bless
6 went to chalet - yar, quite fun n even went tu de beach n take a stroll wt marylyn n shuting there n took alot of photo - fun fun fun~
7 play again hongkah pri n we lose - yay! :D
8 aft HKP match went tu eat lunch wt YZ n kailing n den bought something there
9 struck at home watchin NEON GENSIS EVANGELION - so violent?
10 starts tu hallunication aft watch End Of Evangelion - hee~

haiis... bakah!
cant stand it...struck at home so boreeeeddd.....argh!gonna go crazy soon.hee~

2006-10-27T05:00:00.000-07:00

haiis.todae go tu j8 wt yanyeng,kai ling n tt bianca lor.haiis.actually everything is v gd wan lea haiis but den...haiis.i,kai ling n yanyeng all v happiie wan at first but den bianca suddenly sae she wanna go time zone at northpoint but den we dun wan den she angry.haiis.cant stand her fuckin attitude.dunno wht de fuck wt her.den she go home without tellin us lea.wtf.but den oso not bad.hahx.at least without her is more fun n more happier dan tu stnd her fuckin attitude.hee~ den we shop shop shop...hahx.so much fun wtout a fuckin person wt us.haiis.seriously,sumtymes juz cant stand her attitude.think she v tua izzit?haiis.she dampen everyone mood lor.but den anyway we reali reali enjoy ourself.takin neoprint n stuff.hahx.haf quite a fun dae todae.smile :))

2006-10-25T04:23:00.000-07:00

wahahx.todae de 2nd last dae of sch liao.haiis.find tt i actually kinda lyk tis class,cant bear tu part wt tis class although tis class make miie fill my heart wt sadness n anger but it still bring miie happiness.haiis.
go for de vb thingy n we lose tu yellow hse but den not surprise tt we actually lose tu yellow hse but den at least we did our best le.cheer.red hse rawks!yay!hahx.
aft tt go tu northpoint wt phyllan,yanyeng n bianca for fun.hahx.take neoprint n den i finally buy de Detective Conan 55 le.wahaha i finally buy one comic bk of conan liao.wahaha.so happie todae.haf so much fun wt dem.these ppl reali rawks my life hahx.lurv dem lots.heehee~

2006-10-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

Evangelion rawks my life ! muackZ

2006-10-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

argh! wanna go youtube n c de evangelion but den cannot.argh!wtf.hate it.haiis.i watch until halfway lea n den de comic bk my korr buy oso halfway den nv buy liao den now im struck!juz a few more episode n den i will totally understnd liao lea but den... WHYY!now i so sad.i hate it.im gonna find it n buy de remain neon genesis evangelion comic bk.lalala~

2006-10-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

haiis.todae gt back my result so far all pass so is gd for miie.nv xpect tt i will actully pass my sci now hope tt i will pass my history.haiis.god bless miie.todae stay back n help for de unhappie toilet thingy but den i find it v chi kui to actually help tt black demon indirectly but anyway haf some fun todae at sch n den c teddybear YAY.lol.hahx.den finish liao go tu de sch library n den use de v lag com n help yanyeng n cheuk tow dey all for their blog. [[shit! wht is yanyeng blog? ]] whee~ haf so much fun.den at night tt tyme i pick up a phone but den accidentally drop de cordless fone n den fell on my big toes.OUCH! it hurts alot.now my toes turn white white liao.argh it still so painful, painful until i kinda keep shiverin sia.hahx.ouch! ouch ! ouch...

2006-10-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

todae gt back my result.currently gt back my math n my eng.feel kinda happie wt my marks coz both pass mah however as for de sci... heard tt almost bout 1/2 of de ppl in myy class fail tt tuupid subject,sci.haiis fail my sci for sure.hahx.fail fail fail... is not lyk i nv fial b4,i alwaes fail in everythin i did so i dun bother by de word "FAIL" to miie, de word "FAIL" is a very common thing in de part of my life liao.heehee~

2006-10-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

i cant believe this,i finish readin de remainin 4 volume of Rurouni Kenshin le...im not happie at all,im so sad.de endin is simply a sad endin for miie.everyone left for a new life n Kenshin was unable to wield his reverse blade anymore n Kenshin he...im simply so sad.i dun lyk de ending...its too sad for miie.i almost cry.tuupid miie.i cant believe tt im so emotional until i almost cry when i read de endin tt part.i cant accept de endin it hurt my heart alot although it is juz a comic bk...

Rurouni kenshin.... i think i will never forget about it....never...

2006-10-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

isn't it kawaE ?hahx kenshin rawks 4eva!muackz

i cant believe wht im doin...i simply cant.now is exam period n im actually readin...readin...readin COMIC !omg...wht im doin?i simply cant control myself tu read at tt Rurouni Kenshin comic bk tt i found in my korr korr room.im simply addicted to it!arh!!!someone stop miie!lol.heehee~kenshin comic bk is simply so nice...but a pity there is only 28 ep onli n now i read until 24 le within 1 week.hahx.so sad.i though i will safe it for after exam den read until mad wan but now i only haf 4 more ep left n i cant simply bear tu leave de bk atde shelf n let it gt dusty.guess i will finish it before the exam is over haiis.i first time read comic bk until so addicted to it i last time read Detective Conan n Yaibai oso not so addicted.hahx.find tt everytime year end tt tyme when i was preparin for my yr end exam i will be readin comic bk instead of readin those borin txtbk.ar!wht is rong wt miie?muackz.kenshin simply rawks!

2006-10-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

whyy so many things happen tu miie all of a sudd....im simply lost n confuse.sch stuff alwaes bother miie alot xpecially when exam are comin n yet im stil not studyin.haiis.lately,out of boredeem,i read a comic found in my korr korr room n de comic is call, "Rurouni Kenshin" i think.haiis n i lyk it alot...i keep on readin n readin n not studyin studyin.hahx XD i todae finally noe where his duty place is now.whee~finally.hahx.bout 1/2 hour ago,my last tyme pri sch frenz sae tt he is gonna go USA n study n he may not be back again.i kinda feel a bit regretz:(( ...hope he will adapt to de environment there...

Rurouni Kenshin rawks!

2006-09-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

actually maybe lettin de 'cool guy' noe hu i lyk is actually not a bad thing after all.hahx.i so happie.i reali hope he will be my frenz lea :)) i so happie after hearin wht de cool guy say.omg! i cant believe it!i simply cant....but i n him are not frenz yet...haiis.tudae gt de exam for eng n chinese paper 1.argh!did my best.hope i can gt gd result.god bless miie.hahx.aft sch went tu my lao gong hse n do de project tgt wt my lao po.hahx.den play play play.xpecially my lao po,she keep on bullyin miie.hahx.we play play play den in de end our project was juz a waste of our time coz in de end no matter how far we did, we are back to de square one at de last min juz bcoz we were bout tu go home.haiis.luuks like haf tu complete it tml.haiis.i so tired now.i tired until i c things blur blur wan.feel lyk slpin now but todae is fri,which is a free dae.hahx.receive news tt my korr korr sprain his ankle n my dii dii de finger swollen.haiis.hope dey quickly gt well soon.miss my korr korr alot.he tml comin back.yay!muackz !

2006-09-25T02:21:00.000-07:00

BOO!tudae so happie!made cupcake.whee~fun~love~it~muackz~hahx.so fun lea.finally make cupcake liao.so happie.hope tu share my cupcake wif my korr korr but a pity he ytd go back army liao.haiis.he dun haf such a luck.hahx.i gt cupcake 6 lea.coz de cute guy nv bring container den all de cupcake belong to miie le.yay!miie v greedy niahh.hahx.but den i still gt gif him 1 tu eat lar.so i haf 5 but its alot liao le XD den coz i last tyme eat alot of ppl cupcake so now i haf tu repay repay repay so in de end i onli left 3.hahx. i love it.muz sure sure left my family member eat it.wheeh!hahx.den aft sch stay back for awhile n discuss bout de sec 1 jersey thingy.haiis.dunno whyy we discuss halfway den i suddenly feel v de 'paek cheak' oso dunno im angry wt hu.haiis.im mad! im mad!hahx.

2006-09-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

muackz~keep listenin to de song from de jay chou latest album 'still fantasy' which my gd gd korr korr gif one.hahx.he so gd,he simply rawks!yay!den tudae went tu marylyn hse ther n play vb n badminton.hahx.think is bcoz stop vb trainin liao tts whyy i play vb until its so lousy.hahx.anyway im lousy wht.hahx.BOO!lol.haiis.den go play play play den go buy my fav oreo chocolate ice blended without pearl.hahx.its so weird...hahx.i everytyme drink bubble tea alwaes ask not tu put pearl wan coz i hate pearl!de pearl is so fattenin i hate it!hahx.den c ryan haiis.he...haiss nth tu sae bout him.hahx.he so wht lor call miie xperience.hate it.( well,not reali lar.i dun actually care.lalala~ ) hahx.den go back tu marylyn hse downstair tu play vb n badminton.whee~duno lyk tt can be called as exercise or not lea.hahx.lol.den do a little bit of hw @ marylyn hse den sayonara... go back home n do my last min hw.hahx.lalala~ I LOVE MY KORR, TEDDYBEAR N LOLLIPOP !

2006-09-24T05:08:00.000-07:00

thx korr! i lurv it i lurv it i simply lurv it.muackz.thx for all euu did.i will cherish it n take it as my v own precious treasure.muackz!thank you for buyin de jay chou latest album,'still fantasy' for miie.i reali reali relai love it.muackz.3 cheer to my korr hahx.i love my korr so much,he is my idol n my gd role model n he care for miie so much.he noe tt i wan de album v much n den he go buy for miie upon returnin back home from his army.he so gd.i will alwaes love him de.he will alwaes be my v gd gd gd korr.he rawks!i love him.i love it!muackz. I LOVE IT ! I LOVE KORR !

2006-09-22T22:51:00.000-07:00

lalala~tudae went tu fetch my korr korr home from army.whoa!cant reconginize him lea.hahx.he bcame more shuai n cool liao.whee~he now luuk so tann skinny.muz haf suffer quite alot.hahx.haiis.den ltr went out wif my 'da jie jie' n her bf tugther wt myy parents go wat roti prata.whee~i go n try de CHOCOLATE PRATA lea.omg... de taste er...hahx.its a bit sweet den a bit salty.hahx.duno how tu describe it lar but den not bad lar eat half of it coz im simply tuu full liao.yay!i lurv it...duno for some reason i feel lyk im so lucky bein care by so many ppl aound miie.thx everyone for lovin n caring tu miie.i lurv euu all.muackz~

2006-09-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

wahahx~tuudae math was fun coz there is a prob wt de projector or whtever thingy so by de tyme she start lesson its onli 10 mins left.den she tok rubbish not for long den "ring..."whhe~so happie.hahx.ltr when jiafeng put de fake lizard,scared miie lea.i stand n scare lea.hahx.so marlu xD ltr i stay back for fun for de happie toilet thingy wt kailing,bianca,yanyeng,cheuk tow,madeline n other bois.hahx.so fun.den i help de boi do de dragon wt a pig nose.hahx.so cute.hahx.even de tcherr sae cute oso,so happie.miie so buay hiao bai sia xP so fu lor,while waitin for de judge tt tyme we keep playin cat fight in de toilet wt de lights switch off its so dark.ltr coz stay in de dark for too long liao den when i come out tt tyme i a bit faint faint lyk tt.hahx.so fun.whee~1G rawks forever~

2006-09-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

haiis.fri tt tyme a miracle happen!omg i simply cant believe it lor no wonder i so lucky on fri lar.coz de black demon suddenly change tu grey demon lea.lol.hahx.she sudd de mood so gd.hahx.miracle lea.hahx.no wonder miie vb tt tyme sumthing happen lar.wahaha~so happie sia.

2006-09-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

whee~ tudae so happie so celerate michelle, my A darX, b'dae! whee~ lurv it!went tu causewaypoint den mic treat miie n marylyn tu eat Macs hahx xP den shop shop shop actually decided tu go J8 wan de but all bcoz of tt zhiyang n de nicholas lar.haiis.haf tu wait for dem tu come.dey so slow lor.so we haf tu wait wait wait for dem tu come at causeway.haiis.den buy lots of things n den take neoprint XD n den buy mic de yi-ore (eyeore)ltr dey finally came liao den went tu northpoint for fun coz v siian n den dun wana go home tt early.hahx.den take neoprint again n den shop a bit den go home liao.haf quite a fun dae.hahx xD happie b'dae my A-darX, michelle!

2006-09-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

haiis.sch reali sux wt ppl lyk her.cant understnd whyy.at first i though sch rox but den hu noe it actually sux lyk hell coz of 2 'vip' haiis.she act n luuk lyk a dog lor,everytyme made 'xiao bao gao' wan den act innocent.she everydae TCSS.hahx xD anyway,in short n simple,she is juz a dog tts all.a nth but a dog hu lyk tu lick ppl butt.lalala~i sumtymes try my v v v best tu be a normal normal frenz wt her but den she... haiis.dun wana sae lar or eles she sae cry how n mayb go commit suicide coz she gt depression.hahx.she so POOR thing,haiis.omg,sufferin from depression aiyoyo~ is tt wht dey call retribution?hahx.lalala~she so lonely lor.everytyme c her wt herself n not wt others dunno if tis is wht dey call by 'zhi bi zhen' or not.hahx.anyway,i juz hope tt she juz C.S n den stop gifin trouble tu mankind n bring disater n dampened everyone mood xpecially my mood.hahx.coz i c her i v 'peck cheak' lalala~wht de great tyme tu sae all tis.hahx.sch sux wt her around man~

2006-09-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

todae lesson so siian lor.hate it xpecially math lesson.haiis.does she noe how tuu teach or not?she teach is lyk gt 'cui mian' effect lor.so siian.almost wanna close my eye n slp liao le lea.den sci tt tyme gt test bout heat.haiis.nv starrdie much,ytd starrdie until i fall asleep le hahx.den ltr gt asembly,wht de...i dun even noe wht de show is bout lor.so chim de.hahx.luuk interestin but den dunno wht dey r actin bout.hahx.
aft de black demon scold scold scold.juz whts rong wif her?everytyme oso scold scold scold...can she juz zip it for a moment?she everythin oso wanna guan lor.haiis.cant stnd her.even my darxdarx & a-darx oso dun lyk her lar.haiis.so pathetic.hahx :D she reali v guo feng lor.she sae she wan everyone tu take part in de dunno wht tuupid toilet thin but den she onli discuss it wif de few ppl she is v close wif lor den how bout others?others dun even noe wht is goin on euu noe.is so unfair.stil sae wan everyone tu take part when she nv tell everyone wht was goin on.haiis.no fairness in tis world.somemore she everytyme gif us tis black black buay song face of coz ppl lyk miie hu is v hot-tempered will b v buay song lar.if she nv always gif us tis black black buay song face i wony hate her wan lor.duno for wht tuupid reason i cant stnd her, nag nag nag, scold scold scold, punish punish punish... haiis.whyy she lyk tt de?izzit bcoz of 'gen nian qi' hahx?someppl sae she v bias which i agree coz she onli treat someppl v gd den tu someppl she alwaes 'zhen dui' dem.not onli miie feel de same some other ppl oso feel de same so is not miie hu haf prob.i dun deny tt sometymes i oso haf fault but den she oso a bit tuu much le rite.haiis.
den actually wanna go mac wif my dardarx de but den haf tu do de tuupid cme project.haiis.den i v serious wanna do finish de cme project but den dey r lyk sayin bout de tuupid shit toilet thing n was lyk not discussin de cme.bo bian.i hot-tempered so i juz ask wht i am suppose tuu den i left wif my dardarx tuu mac. yay!3 cheer tu mac!whee~i so peck chek lor.last time sae wanna go dunno wht proj but in de end doin de toilet thingy.haiis.
at de mac,miie,marylyn n shu tiing was lyk stuck in de toilet tu take de photo.hahx.we all siao le.take photo in de toilet.hahx.whee~ its so fun.at least beta dan stayin in de hellish place.where euu might c de child-eatin demon anytyme.hahx.whee~its so fun:D

2006-09-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

argh!todae wake up at 5.30 siao le coz i read de time in my Hp is 6.30 den im late.den i quickly sms tu my darlin tt i will b late for bout 5 mins den i quickly go haf a short shower.den guess wht...i luuk at my hp time again n it is 5.30 ! argh miie siao liao.haiis.den slp in de sofa until time is up.haiis.todae so happie.coz 'sumbody' nv come orhh:D no wonder i c everythin oso 'suang' hahx n den my mood was so great coz todae no nid tuu c sumthin black black thing appear in my klassrum.hahx.its such a gdy gd dae hope tml tt'sumbdy' wil oso not cum best is he is sick or wadever sai reason.whee~ltr went tuu PHS n haf a friendly match...WE WIN... de 1st match but lost 5 MATCH.hahx.XP lol den i saw a guy in PHS.it is de 2nd tyme i c him at phs last tyme i go there i oso c him n now oso...for a rason i stil rmb his name,edmond.hahx.
omg!tt edmond... he luuk... hahx.he luuk lyk teddybear euu noe.i mean de teddybear tt miie lyk.de hairstyle,de face n everythin omg... i juz though tt it was de teddybear i lyk lea.i reali feel lyk askin if teddybear gt any korr or not lea.coz dey reali both luuk quite de same lea..hahx.im mad!i lurbb euu,teddybear !hahx

i hate sch
i hate wakin up in de middle of de night goin tu sch
but....
bcoz of euu
bcoz of euu,i go tu sch
hopin tu see you once more
i sit there wif my frenz hopin tu see you
but you dun often came
so i wait for break time
where i will sure can see you
but whenever i saw you at de sports hall
i saw euu tokin wif girls...
im so jealous...
whyy cant you tok to miie?
whyy cant you take a look at miie
whyy cant you at least walk past my class so as tuu brighten up my dae
whyy are you so handsome n cute?
whyy do i lurbb you
whyy m i so madly in lurv wt you?
though euu might not noe...
i reali lurv you
i dun care if euu dun lurv miie or wht
i juz lurv you

i lurv teddybear & not to forget de guy at de army camp,my korr !
I LOVE TEDDYBEAR & MY KORR

2006-09-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

why did i cry yesterdae?i don't know why.is it because i simply miss him too much?he sms me n tell me not to be naughty n stuff lea.i reali reali miss him <333 ....guess wht...while i writin this post that time he call lea!whee~so happiiee!!! hahx.den we chat for a while den no more le.but still feeling v happie.hahx.hope my korr is safe n de trainin is not tuu tought for him.muackz.<333

2006-09-09T02:57:00.000-07:00

tuudae its so sad!!!i wanna cry liao.i gonna miss him lots.9/9 my korr went tuu join de army camp n i will gonna miss him.i lurbb my korr!its so sad tuu part wt someone hu cares bout euu n wht more is tt mayb he wun be handsome tuu mii anymore coz he will haf tuu shave off his hair.its such a cruel fact!omg!sicne young,he is alwaes my idol tuu miie le lea.hahx.its kinda tuupid.i gonna miss him alot alot alot...wonder if he can 'tahan' or nortt lea.at de dunno wht tekkong island lea.i go ter n eat de food already suffer lyk hell le dunno how he is gonna manage.muackz.im gonna miss my korr alot <333

2006-09-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

tuudae gt de tuupid match against st. hilda in myy schh.haiis.needless tuu sae,we,junior lose lyk siao.haiis.started tuu hate volleyball.it sux.i alwaes kana gt scolded ferr my settin.hate it.dun wanna be a setter.scold lyk its all my fault lyk tt.hate it.it sux!dun understnd whyy i c so mani ppl wearin teddybear CCA shirt but den nv c teddybear.if onli euu were there den mayb euu might brighten up my dae.haiis.

2006-09-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

tudae attend de dunno wht tuupid volleyball course so siian lor.siian dao siao le.den somemore wanni was slpin.hahx.miie,marylyn,wanni,kaiting & cerelia was so siian lor all those things we aready ah-garr ah-garr noe liao den tt jiao lian tok gt 'cui mian' effect lyk tt.den lunch tt tyme we all decided tuu 'escape' frm tt place.whee~ freedom at last.den we all went tuu causeway point n shop shop shop n take some neoprint.its so fun! lurbb it!dunno if mdm yeo will scold or nortt.hahx.n hu cares by de way?hahx.freedom!mauckz.

2006-09-07T04:10:00.000-07:00

tuudae go Yuying sec n den lose lyk siao.hahx.so tired lea,my dear wanni mei~ tuudae nv come den haf tuu play 1 setter den i run bout,so tired.i hate it.i dun wanna be a setter!i juz noe tt we onli 1 sch n den 1 pri sch which we almost lose.so lao kui lor.lost 1 set tuu de pri sch.haiis.think we nid tu buck up alot.heehee~den final against ngee ann sec.wahlao~ dey so shiok lor.dey serve de ball is lyk how cedar girl tt christa serve lyk tt lea, so fast n den guess wht?a miracle happen lea.we onli score 2 point onli lea n den dey scord 15 lea.wah!dey so shiok.anyway at least we manage tuu gt 2nd i think which is aready v gd le lea.wahahaha~haiis.later regretz goin back tuu CCHY.argh!coz lollipop is over ther n marylyn dardarx sae he score 3 points lea.whee~he so pro!wahaha.i lurv him + teddybear.wahaha.tuudae i gt a new nick name call 'white chocolate' wahahx.all sec 1 vb member oso gt a 'chocolate' nick name.hahx.

miie___white chocolate
marylyn__milk chocolate
yinzhen__brown chocolate
michelle__dark chocolate
joan__almond chocolate
kailing__caramel chocolate
pearlyn__peppermint chocolate
anna__oreo chocolate
tsehwee__hazelnut chocolate
wanni__pink chocolate
charmaine__marble chocolate
kaining__chips chocolate

CHOCOLATE ACE ACE ACE!!!!

2006-09-03T05:54:00.001-07:00

wahlao,so siian lor.currently at genting cyberspace using com n get bullied by tis idiotic nutcase keyboard.wahlao miie so sia suai use tis lousy com.haiis but nvm at least it is betar dan goin back tuu de hotel n rot lyk siao.i cant belif sumting,i actually think of de new guy i lyk dan de 'old' guy.kkay' lets name de my new guy teddy bear while de 'old' guy called,lollipop.hahx i noe its kinda dumb but i lyk it.lol.lalala~when i was lyk thinkin of teddybear all de tyme n i nv think bout lolipop.i actually dream bout teddybear!omg i so happie.teddybear rulz!

2006-09-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

2006-08-31T03:23:00.000-07:00

wahaha~tuudae cherr dae which sux lyk hell man~some ppl givin present tuu black demon haiis wht a tragic event.pain miie tuu c tis scene.hahx.imagine euu gif a person hu lyks tuu punish n scold euu for no reason it would be lyk sayin 'thx' for tt ppl for scoldin euu for no reason.man~wht a tragic view sia.but nvm cant possibly stop some DOGS rite.hahx.did euu come n find miie?my frenz sae euu were luukin for miie is tt true?i saw euu standin outside de klassroom n den he call miien sae tt uu wan tuu noe hu miie is...is tt true?or izzit tt euu noe i oso lyk euu n euu wana reject miie?last tyme when a guy wana noe hu miie is tt tyme i keep smilin n smilin but tis tyme ronud i keep lost in a daze.hahx.miie siao le.i lyk both of euu v much !

2006-08-31T03:02:00.000-07:00

yo~ tuudae back tuu sch.siian dao siao.haiis.den durin VB tt tyme i walk towards de canteen den he saw miie den hequickly turn his head off tuu avoid seein miie lea.its so obvious tt he dun wan c miie lor.haiis.but whyy he sudd avoid miie until so yan zhong?izzit bcoz i juz recover n scared miie will pass germs tuu euu ar?izzit?tell miie can?im so hurt when euu gu yi turn ur head n den dun face miie or izzit i tuu ugly liao or wht?juz tell lar.i hate it.even if euu dun lyk miie,euu wana reject miie or whtsoever,juz ignore miie can le but no nid tuu avoid miie till tt extend rite.euu hurt my feelin !

2006-08-31T02:36:00.000-07:00

gosh~sick sick sick...haiis.fever, lets c...de highest is 39.4 rite.ArGh!hope tuu reach 40 den can break de record.lol.hahx.so siian...all i can do is slp slp slp lyk a pig lyk tt cant even watch TV sad sia.but thx alot ppl for tellin miie bout de hw thingy n concernin miei.thx.muackz.hahx.lurbb euu all alwaes.took a shot.man~so pain sia.well not reali lar but still pain anyway.find myself v yong gan tt tyme when i took de shot.hahx.hate injection argh!wonder if he ever notices miie tt i nv come tuu sch or not lea.lalala~

2006-08-26T23:37:00.000-07:00

*yawn* early in the morning,receive a call from noeleen tu go tu northpoint tu buy the remainin flower for mrs lau.at first i was lyk tuu lazy tuu go the.wana slp somemore.hahx.(its already 10 le yet im stil slpin.hahx)den in the end no choice,haf tuu go.haiis.but hu noe,it may turn out tuu be something gd lea.hahx.aft buyin de flower n de pot sham,noeleen & miie go n eat at northpoint but guess wht?i saw someone!i saw the guy i now lyk.hahx.he is so cute.he is wearin black tt dae.but sadly...i saw him wt a gal.haiis.i was so surprise!bleah~den as usually,i started tuu laugh laugh, smile smile.hahx.den shammono n noeleen is lyk sayin miie siao.hahx.XP but...did he look at miie?i saw him wt a gal lea.is tt gal his stead?omg !im jealous :( haiis.i lyk euu.but i oso lyk him.I LURBB YOU TWO !!!

2006-08-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

kao pei lor.she everythin oso buay song wan lor.scold scold scold,lyk siao kao lyk tt.no wonder she still singel lar.can understnd whyy lar coz she siao gao mah.lol.hate her lor.fold skirt all this gt wrong meh?i dun blif tt she young tt tyme she nv do tis lor.she kns.fuck her.demerit den demerit lar scared meh?she so unreasonable sia.wht kind of fuckin cherr is she?only listen tuu 1 side story only den anyhow accused ppl.shit her.scold.there r so many ppl in my class hu oso fold skirt all tis lor but den nv scold dem,scold miie onli.unfair X( argh!den cant stnd those cherr pet lyk tt cheebai kia.haiis.i've decided tuu gif a coffin or a clock tuu cherr on tt dae.let rite R.I.P hahx.she'd better off dead.if she die,there wil be peace liao.hahx.im evil,but i lyk it.dotz.hahx.lalala

2006-08-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

hahx.juz feel lyk postin postin all those silly picz.i haf.hahx.

2006-08-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

argh!cannot concentrate sudd durin vb tt tyme tts whyy i keep on kana gt scolded.is it my fault?hahx.forget it.thx shAm alot for this blogskin.is it beautiful?hahx.i find it so beautiful.hahx.thx shAmmono.hahx.i lurbb it.muackz

2006-08-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

tudae go hit out at J8 with Pamelyn,Shammini & Noeleen.hahx.so fun.we eat at yoshinoya n den miss everythin into a cup.gross.theres vegetables,chilli,green tea,ginger.sho gross.hahx.den we keep takin picturez.hahx.we keep on takin photoz os de 4 of us together wif e HP camera.hahx.we squueze our face tuugether tightly.hahx.den we go shoppin shoppin!hahx.bought a shared keychain wif Sham.hahx.den we saw a flower for tcherr n den we all decided tuu ask all de 6B peeps last yr tu buy it n gif it tuu mrs lau.hahx.(den now, i am callin those ppl lyk mad)den i n sham haf go n treat pam tuu a drink coz we go n play a trick on her.hahx.den ltr,we take photo photo photo!but a pity pam haf tuu go home early so we oso so home together wif her.hahx.so fun.hahx.took so many photo until my phone gt no space tuu take another photo le.hahx.

2006-08-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

i nv think of de guy todae.nv.so tis mean tt i gif up completely hahx.mi sorri if euu r bother bout those rumor or wht.rite now,i dun haf lyk anyone yet.mayb coz de wound is tuu deep liao nid tyme or is mayb i bcame a lesbian so dun lyk any guy.hahx.hmm...i think i now startin tuu b lyk lesbian lyk tt coz i now lyk ger.hahx xP hahx.lalala.

2006-08-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

todae somebdy sibei xia lan lor.e fuck off bitch go n sae xiao bao gao tuu my gd frenz lea.fuck her man.she as a monitress nv gif de ppl warnin den she juz go n tell de cherr.so xia lan.at least she muz gif e ppl a warnin rite.shit her lor.she alwaes think she v 'tua' lyk tt.so wht?i scared meh?she is onli gd at tellin cherr xiao bao gao onli mah.lyk i scared.i nortt lyk her,so hum ji.juz zhuang her den she wana cry wana cry lyk tt.hum ji kia sia.whyy do someone wana hurt their own classmate n frenz?i juz dun understnd.n den aft hurin dem,dey act innocent lyk she has done nth at all.haiis.tis ppl deserve tuu gt a 'red card'....i juz hope tt de 'somebdy' will juz fuck off from miie n stop givin miie tis trouble?can she be name as trouble-maker?hahx.hope she c tis ,she will stop actin innocent n givin other unnecessery trouble n stop gu yi gif ppl trouble.hahx.

2006-08-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

whyy r euu there?do euu noe tt i cant concentrate when i c euu?i cant help but keep luukin at euu de you'know?i lurbb euu,reali.but i noe tt euu dun lyk miie.i dun mind.but den since euu noe tt i lyk euu n euu dun lyk miie,so juz dun let miie c euu can?i need tyme tuu heal de wound.juz when im bout tuu forget euu,euu appeared rite in from of miie n den i will juz cant stop smilin n seein euu.you'know whts de feelin lyk? mayb euu noe , i dunno.sometimes,when euu tokin tuu my frenz,specially my best frenz,or when euu juz sayin 'hi' or smilin at her, i will gt jealous de.its hurts euu noe.whyy did euu tok tuu dem?but noe miie?i sumtimes hope tt though we cant be together,but mayb we can be juz be frenz,or korr or whtever. i dun mind.be my dog oso can.hahx.jkjk.i juz wana let euu noe tt im a human,i gt jealous easily de.i reali reali lyk euu.but if you reali dun lyk miie tt much n den hates miie or wht,or euu hate miie so much tt we cant even be frenz den dun let miie c euu, i wana forget you tuu.its hurts alot...reali... it hurts.

2006-08-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

fuck her man~she sae she wana slap miie lea.wha~ miie scared lea.shit her man~she in her blog tok big big but den when juz now i go n 'scold' her or zhuang her or diao her or whtever tt tyme she scared until lyk a dead rat lyk tt n now she tok big man~she sae she wana slap miie o...wha~ scared lea.she fuck man~all she noe is tell cherr tis n tt, cheebai kia.she so hum ji de lor.juz scold her 1 or 2 den she almost gona cry liao.den she sae she nv slap miie coz she wana gimmi a chanca.wha she tok lyk she angel lyk tt gif ppl chance.pui~she angel my foot lar.she suck cock more likely.angel, no way man~i'll translate tis sentence>>"she sae she nv slap miie coz she wana gif mii chance." translation>>" she nv slap miie coz she scared.she hun ji mah" hahx.fuck her.i nv go n make her but she go n make miie instead lea.fuck her.she diao miie first de lor.wha biang.shit her.hope she gt kana gt killed.hahx.im not tt evil.hahx.XP she kao pei lor.think she v tua,scared her lar.i go ask my frenz tuu hoot euu den she noe.blah blah blah~ shit her shit her.she fuckin asshole bou cheebai hum ji kia.she mother fucker.fucK!

2006-08-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

11/8/06 de dae i cant forgt.hahx.for de fist time euu noe...i find it so sweet when he said the 2 word.hahx.xpecialli de 2 word that is soo closely related tuu miie.hahx.i so happie:D his voice... is so sweet n charmin.hahx.his voice is so cuTE!hahx.miie siao le.aft he tok tuu miie i so happiiee n den i keep silliy smilin euu noe, even when im alone,at night, slpin.hahx.1st time euu noe.1st time euu said de 2 word.hahx.i nv xpect euu tu sudd tok tu miie leh.hahx :D lalala~happie!i saw euu cumin back when miie is playin against bukit panjang govt high... did euu win?did euu score a point?hahx.red... is not a bad colour after all.hahx XD lalala~~

2006-08-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

I DON'T LIKE YOU LE !im not that unreasonable, i noe tt my heart scattered into million pieces is not ur fault is miie bu yao lian tuu lyk euu.so miie wont blame euu de.i wont be like others... when euu lurbb a person but tt person dun lyk euu,in the end, ur love bcum hatred.miie wont de.my love will not turn into hatred but it will disappear.lyk nth happen at all.i nv cry when i noe tt euu dun lyk miie tt tyme so i guess i dun actually lyk euu.rite.hahx.i dun understnd whyy lurbb can turn into hatred when euu r being rejected.haiis.this feelin is so unpredictable.but im not tt tuupid tuu turn lurbb into hatred.haiis.euu dun lyk miie...n i guess i cant b tt thick skin tuu still lyk euu rite.so i guess i've tuu gif up rite.so... i dun lyk euu le.i dun hate euu, i wont lyk euu, i will treat it as everythin is juz a nightmare n nothin happen at all.

2006-08-10T03:03:00.000-07:00

wha~ class gatherin is so fun~ wee~hahx.play play play at de sembawang beach beach.hahx.lolz.den when tuu sun-tan wif yanyeng n den throw de stone tuu de ocean lyk siao kia lyk tt.so fun!den i saw xian kai & guang dong playin billard or pool wt a stranger.omg!xian kai luuk so cool man~he luuk so xpert lyk tt.he luuk v 'man' when he play de billard.hahx.dun think 'yellow' kkay.heehee~in de end,de both of dem lost but den it is so close tuu winnin lor.haiis.miie sudd lyk siao lyk tt ask so mani pl tuu take photo wt miie.hahx.muz 'liu lian liu lian'hahx.miie siao le.whee~did i turn more tan aft suntanin?hope yes.hahx.CLASS OUTING IS SO FUN !WHEE~.hahx.

2006-08-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

haiis.kana gt scolded by tt fuckin mdm yo tt old hag zhu for foldin my skirt tuugether wif my frenz.shit hor lor.thoe uncouth tcherrs sae wht skirts so short luuks lyk workin in tt kind of thing...wht biang lor.dey so mei li mao de lor.den dey wear skirts tt r a bit higher dan de nee means dey workin in tt type of place izzit?so is it true tt if ppl wear skirts tt r short means dey r workin ther?fuck dem lor.dey so lao tuu...gt such a big generation gap btween de student n those old tcher.whyy cant dey be more kai fang a bit?den so 'orh bit' shit dem.lalala.dey everytyme sport check, check socks check shirt, check hair dey v free ar?instead of checkin on us dey might as well check on demself c if dey gt any incurable illness or not n shun bian check deir appearance oso.some cherr so fat lyk dey r gona explode any mins lyy tt.hahx.tis sch so shity S.den tuudae black demon check my socks den ask miie tuu pull up.she kaopei lor.other ppl socks oso low lor.she bias.fuck her man~she cheebai lor.xD haiis.den gt de photo takin mah den i guess when de photo is ut rite ppl wiill surely c sumting black black in de photo n tt black black thing is de black demon face or coz.dotz.XP lalala....

miie=darkness

2006-08-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

duno wht euu wan...i lyk euu but so?euu r makin miie happie n sad you'know.i c euu but it seems lyk euu r avoidin miie m i tt scary?even if euu dun lyk miie euu can oso pretend lyk euu dun noe miie rite instead of lyk tryin tuu avoid miie or mayb euu r areadi pretend tt euu dun noe miie but its juz tt im tuu sensitive.m i a bit tuu crazy bout euu?mayb i shd control a bit rite.haiis.life is so tragic full of pretendin stuff but i lyk euu is true, not act act de.i noe im tuupid n not gd but i reali lyk euu.Xp.even if euu dun lyk miie but can we at least be frenz?haiis.im so foolish.

miie=darkness

2006-07-27T04:50:00.000-07:00

im sack im sack! wha~ sho happie sia.no nid tuu scared demerit nid tuu multiply 2 le.dotz.hahx.den i'll gt tuu sit in front durin de aasembly n den c him do his duty hahx.=P hahx.im crazy sia.but den guess wht.another bo cheebai fuckin asshole bitch is de new monitor sia.haiis.so 'suay' lor.den when she noe in she is de monitor t tyme she sho happie sia.she so buay hiao bai.gosh~she so cheebai lor.reali wana hoot her euu noe.shit her man~she so cheap lor suck up tuu all de tcher butt.such a no face thin onli she iwll do de lor.so xia jian sia.tt tyme she canot b prefect her whole face turn black sia.hahx.but den she now monitor she so happie lor.she ta ma de.can she juz fuck off n leave miie alone i duno wana haf anythin gt tuu do wif ppl hu are so cheap lor.she cheap cheap cheap.is lyk she can do anythin shameless for de thing she wan.OMG c how cheap she is.alwaes smell those tcherr butt.haiis.she so ke lian.anyway.she sux.better fuck off ASAP.she is such a cheap person sia.hahx.( wht i sae is 100% true ) =X
my life = darkness

2006-07-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

wha biang~ canott stnd tt fuckin bitch lor.she think she v chio izzit?plz lor... dun made ppl die can or not?euu r NOT chio.got it ? NOT CHIO !euu sux lor.all dae act cute n den luuk at de mirror.... arre euu tryin tuu break de mirror into million pieces wt ur asshole fuckin luuk?hahx. tt is possible de lor.coz euu reali totali sux.n plz stop tryin tuu act lyk miie can?euu blong tuu e ACBC type while im not lor.its sho insultin you'd know.its lyk a fuckin bo cheebai asshole bitchy pig tryin tuu act n dress lyk a 100% human.i bet ur lastyme de life rite muz b either 'hu li jing' or any bitch or mayb de ghost or whtever slut lar nth gd tts all.for everyone sake...plz do not cum tuu e sch if can orat least put a plastic bag over ur face coz u let ur hair down luuk lyk potianak lyk tt got it?lyk e Ju-On tt ghost euu noe.it sux man~children n adult c le will immediateliie die e...lol.n plz horr.euu fuckin asshole bitch stop copyin other wht dey did lor.ppl tuck out shirt fom bhind euu oso ppl hold skirt euu oso.den there r sho mani ppl jumpin down e buildin n die whyy euu nv go follow dem?euu follow dem tuu go die, miie happie sia coz i simply hates euu n hope tt euu die ASAP.lol.bo chiiebai suck cock asshole fuckin bitch.all dae act cute.euu fuck lar.better go n die lar.rest assured miie will surely go tuu ur tuupid asshole fuckin funeral or urs de.hahx.miie v bad horr?hahx. bo bian coz she fuckin bitch wht. miie c her face v e 'buay song'.fefel lyk givin her a big slap.heehee~

my life= darkness

2006-07-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

dunno wht he is thinkin... juz not tt he is kinda avoidin miie lyk tt...if euu reali wana 'fan lian' wt miie den 'fan lian' lor lyk i care lyk tt ...i noe tt im juz a nobody of someone hu will return my heart tuu de 'real' miie.i m a nobody who are not suppose to exist after all....mayb im juz lyk roxas... mayb joinin e Organization XIII n den findin de 'real' miie n in e end, i return my heart tuu 'myself' n disappear...haiis.how i wish life can be tt simple n clean...haiis.i think i'd better gif my 'XXX' tuu Roxas hu share de same fate as miie...

myy life = darkness

2006-07-18T00:03:00.000-07:00

duno wht he ish thinkin...i juz noe tt i'm feelin v nutty.i noe things r not possible de but i oso nv xpect him tuu lyk miie so i dun force him... reali regretz tellin cosmo man~ now seems lyk everyone oso noe lyk tt.makes miie sho 'marlu' haiis.i'm sho tired.den todae kana gt scolded byy e black demon.haiis.nv buy de graph bk or whtever onli mah~ wun die de rite.yet she kick up a 'si bei' big fuss bou' it.den ask those hu nv go buy tuu stnd outtside.dne miie v happie coz no nid tuu c t face of e black demon.lol.den miie v e buay shuang den go n gif her tt buay shuang tt luuk.omg! she totali sux lor.den her hair think she cut lar omg ! is like sai lyk tt lor.no nice.cant she haf a 'fringe' at least it will luuk nicer rite.i mean i feel tt gers hu haf 'fringe' rite luuks betar dan tose hu dun haf e 'fringe'no offence tuu those gers hu dun haf ' fringe'paiseh~hahx.anyway i'm tokin crap sho dun take it tuu hearts.hahx.

2006-07-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

'wha biang'... wht did tt idiotic cosmo xie zheng yu tell tt guy?regretz tellin my korr hu miie lyk.haiis.now miie ish so 'marlu' sia.haiis.i noe tt he dun lyk miie hu cares a damn anyway... dun lyk de dun lyk lor miie dun mind de.im hopeless.reali regretz tellin tt cosmo xie hu miie lyk leh.omg omg omg omg....miie ish goin nutty liao.haiis.ask tt idiotic cosmo xie tuu call miie but he nv call.hate him sia.alwaes break promise de.he promise miie dun tell tt guy mii lyk him but den he still go tell.he kao pei lor.oh gosh! tml miie gt no face tuu face tis cruel world le.sob*knn, forget tuu bring home myy food.chicken man~nv even try 1 mouth leh.dun even noe wht de fuckin taste it is.SHIT man~haiis.tml gt tt tuupid 'hei shan lao yao' teachin us leh.i hate her lor.her face is everytyme black de lor.she buay shuang den anyhow scold innocent ppl de.she v e kao pei.i hate TC man~all TC sux lor.euu haf tuu c their mood de lor. if dey happie den gd for euu lar but if dey break wt deir BF or GF or Husband or wife rite, den euu shuay lor.coz dey sure gona yell @ euu even if euu did not do anything rong.tis is sho damn unfair.hate TC.even if TC r gd i still dun lyk em.sianz.hate goin tuu sch tml.no face le....haiis.my life is so tragic.i seems tuu be living in the darkness.lol.hahx. my life = darkness

2006-07-14T23:16:00.000-07:00

wahaha.mii so siao de.juz cannott stop thinkin bout him.hahx.diaoz.everytyme think bout him mii will 'um chio' de.hehee~haiis.todae gt de vb.haizz.find myy setting gettin more n more worse.my setting sux man~duno whyy lyk tt.hais.dun mii v de 'suay' lor, b de C gers de captain n den my maRylyn daRx ish de vice- captain.haiis.whts more.. still gt de tuupid 3 mth probation or sumting.haiis.nvm coz mii sure will gt sack diao de within 3 mths.hahx.

2006-07-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

wht did tt Cosmo Xie tell him? wahlao~ sho kao pei de lor.hope he beter not tell anyting tuupid or idiotic tuu tt sean.haiis.den haf tuu 'qiu' him tuu tell miie wht he tell sean leh.so marlu lor.he v de guo feng lor.haiis. den bo bian, haf tuu ask him tuu b myy korr sho tt he wont bulli mii n tell mii wht he tell sean.hahx.haiis.all bcoz of tt Sean lor.come tuu my class if he nv com tuu my class den miie dun haf tuu beg for tt Cosmo le lor.haiis. gt de tuupid ass 2.4km run todae. OMG it ish sho damn difficult lor.miie run lyk siao.hahx.duno how my darling ish doing?hahx dn mii last round mii 'chiong' ar n den thinkin of de guy mii lyk.hahx. thx tuu my 2nd wife, marylyn darx darx.hahx.hope i pass man~haiis. whyy my e position ish 17th n not 7.haiis. how i wish it could b 7.hahx.coz 7 = him mah~ :P

2006-07-07T05:11:00.000-07:00

whalao~ lend txtbk tuu my darling oso canot.sho kao bei de.whts rong with lendin bk tuu my darling or frenz?i'm juz being helpful n kind tuu help ppl onli wht.lyk tt oso scold.she kao pei lor.wont die de rite.den sumore tt tyme she go sae mii tt my skirts arr sho damn short when dey r alreadi v de long le lor ( kao pei) den she oso sae my shirts tuck out n my socks sho low.oh plZ ! ferr god sake, socks v low, shirts tuck out and de skirt a bit bit short evryting ish sho damn common in tis sch lor.not lyk im de onli ppl hu did tis.dun understnd whyy she alwaes sae mii tis n tt when other ppl oso lyk tt.hais.tis world ish sho unfair.my life is sho being ruined by de 'hei shan lao yao'haiis.den todae gt de prefect nomination tt tuupid thingy.so bou liao de.not surprise tt im not being nominated by whtever tcherr or hu cares coz mii ish simple tuu ' guai' le.hahs. but v surprise tt sum peeps in my class actualli been nominated and sumore ...haiis. my darling and marlin has been nominate!!oh gosh!lol.hahx.haiis. den vb sho wht lor. my setting gettin more n more 'lao ya'.think my daes of being a setter r remainin.haiis.haiis.my life totali sux.muackz~

2006-05-17T01:27:00.000-07:00

haiis...go tuu one of de website den c her profile....haiis.so kiasu de lor.put sho many photo.i noe tt she put so mani photo is her bis but den i c le v de buay shuang lor.put sho many photo forr wht?wana de whole world c how 'prettie' she is ar?cant understnd tt fuckin bitch.her photo is so damn not nice lor.luuk lyk a 'pontiana' ( ghost )...haiz.if she dun haf a mirror @ home could she kindly plz take a luuk at de reflection of de water?haiiz.so bu zhii liang li act as if she v tua pia juz bcuz gt a few cock eye guy wana jio her.she is juz a small fuckin idiot asshole fly tuu mii which i can kill her anytyme.so stop actiin cute lor.euu sux lor.all dae fliirt fliirt fliirt, so cheap lor euu.go diie lar.euu r juz a fuckin fuckin fuckin biitch lor.so chiibaii.euu kao peii , kao bu, kate saii, jiiak saii, asshole,chiibaii, knn, kns, fuckiin biitch.lols

2006-05-14T22:44:00.000-07:00

soon... soon... soon mii ish gona play de ps2 until lyk siao le yea~ den mii can play star ocean until siao.muackz.haiis.but den if my result not v good good how?den i kana liao le.haiis.bo bian.hu ask mii tuu b so careless n not hardworkin enuf lyk those ppl in myy class.haiis.now prayin,hope i can pass all de exam.tml last paper, which is chinese...haiis.duno how tuu revise.i c all those words c until mii fall asleep le.so sianz de.hahx.haiis.chinese exam tml so ze mer bah ( wht tuu do )?bo bian sure fail de.haiis.haf to pray hard.hate those ppl hu set de exam.dey duno how tuu set izzit?set until so hard.hard until mii went nuts le.haiis.when mii get my result tt tyme sure matii de.now preparin a coffin for myself.lols.hahx.

2006-05-10T21:21:00.000-07:00

haiis.life reali sux.she came tuu mii n tell mii tt she last tyme lyk tt guy ish de guy now mii lyk. n dey r now vehh gd frenz.haiis.duno if she will tell or not leh.haiis.but den mii think tt de guy dun lyk her leh.haiis.lyk him sho wht?he dun even noe tt mii lyk him lor.haiis.he sho dumb de.haiis.dunno if mii sho gif up on him or not leh.feelin v sad.mayb mii sho not lyk a sec 2 guy in de v 1st place.mayb lyk a guy in our class bah.at least if i lyk a guy in mai class den will get tuu c him more.hahx.duno leh.sho sad.juz noe tt tis world is so xian shi de.haiiz.why cant i born in 1992?sho tt mii will b de same lvl as him.juz noe tt my life totali sux.gettin more n more dipress dae by dae.think gona suffer from depression soon.haiis.love euu hurts alot.reali.

2006-05-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

todae im so sad n happie @ de same tyme tt mii almost cry for no reason.tink mii siao le.hahx.as usualy lar c him n cannot help smilin.haiz.feelin miserable.at de sports hall mii c tt fuckin bitch n her bitchy frenz.tink dey r tokin bout him coz c dem standin sho close to him n keep pointin at him n his frenz.dunno if tt bitch is tokin bout tt fuckin dog or tt guy mii lyk.haiz.if tt fuckin bitch oso lyk tt guy den mii is gona cry le.canot understnd whyy tt bitch alwaes haf to fight wt mii fer de same ting.haiz.den go n sit at de bench togeter wt de bois and yinzhen came den she go n talk bout him tt mii almost gona cry liao.coz feelin a bit jelous.hahz.den sudd tt guy walk pass mii.den mii v happie tt mii keep smilin n laughin.haiz.juz feelin happie n a bit jelous.anyway tt guy duno tt fuckin bitch so i tink tt bitch is tokin bout de dog wif her bitchy frenz.haiz.mii tink to much le.haiz.so happie but yet feelin a bit jelous lyk tt oso duno whyy.den ltr at class mii sudd feelin v moody n sad.dun wana tok.haiz.exam ish cumin n my result ar so bad.haiz.hope mii will done well in my exam.got to jia you.

2006-04-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

haiz.mii find miiself canot st0p fallin in luv wth him.how i wish now is recess tyme so tt mii can c him.mii is simply craZy bout him.haiz.cant hlp it hu ask him to b so shuai n cute.by now,mii stl cant figer out y my class de ger sae him nerd.he really is NOT nerd lor.his specs is so style n kool lor thk de gers all cock eye de lor dun undestnd whts de menin of nerd n stylish.thnk dey r de one hu is nerd lor.haiz.y mii n de gers in my clss so diff de ar?their taste is so damn diff 4m mi lor.then all dae dey r tokin bout study stdy stdy so guai kia de.thn mii all dae tok vulgarities vgt vgt.hmm.find myslf nt piakia enuf stl wan 2 b mor piakia.hahx.

2006-04-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

mii is reAlly craZy ab0uT him.... cAnt hElp tHinkin b0ut him.he iS reallY reaLLy v cUte n sHuai lor.dEn my cLass de ppl all saE he vEri neRd.wAhlAo he iS n0T nerD lor.mii v sAd wHen dEy saE he luuk v nErd wHicH is n0T trUe!dUn uNderstAnd thEir taste... thEir taSte is s0 diFFerent 4m miNe.haiz.anywaY i n0e tt evEn iF mii lyk him 0s0 n0 uSe c0z he duN n0e mii.whA! miii waNna cry le lar v saD leh.eVertyMe haF t0 siT neAr hiM and luuk @ him duRin rEcess tYme.thAt guy.... i find myselF tt wheneveR mii saW him or think of him.i will started smilin @ myself.haiz.really find myself lykin him....he is v de shuai and cute.hahx mii hunger for a guy.heehee~~